Hello!

This is where i dump my little playlists, i started making them for my friend that asked for me to share some songs to him so he could know my taste more specifically and i decided im gonna share it here too, they're mostly songs that have some form of meaning for me. Hope you enjoy them!

Last month!!

1.Sing Street-A Beautiful Sea

No beacuse the way i love the movie this song came from omg!! If you like 80s music and coming of age movies, this is for you, is a really enjoyable movie and the songs are also super great.

2.Roxy Music-Virgin Plain

Of course i listen to Roxy Music, they're like the glam icons!! This songs gives me such a warm sense of nostalgia because it's in the soundtrack of Velvet Goldmine (1998), which i have been a fan of since i was a teenager, so this songs is a little close to my heart.

3.Depeche Mode-I Sometimes Wish I Was Dead

The first time i listened to this i was SHOCKED at the difference in the sound from what i thought it was gonna sound based on that title. Anyways i know i put a lot of depeche on my playlists LEAVE ME ALONE, I LOVE THEM. Also i feel like everyone should experience that shock of thinking this song is gonna be one way and then it's absolutely not lol.

4.IAMX-Animal Impulses

Discovered this song by looking for songs for a playlist hehe, i really like it and i think my friend who i make these playlists for is gonna kinda like it, so yeah. Oh and also i do be listening to different artists and genres, i didn't realised how all over the place this playlist was until now hehe.

5.Ministry-Revenge

THE WAY I LOVE THIS SONG. It may be my favourite Ministry song tbh. I don't know what it has im just obsessed with it, i go back to it over and over again. This is also one of their best albums, fight me.

6.Royal Blood-Little Monster

Also found this song while looking for songs for a playlist. I think this band is like really good even tho i don't listen to them a lot, is not like something i listen to a lot but i do like it. I like the lyrics of this song idk.

7.Wolfmother-Humble

If you like classic rock/metal this band is lo so right for you. They have this old school kinda black sabbath vibe i really enjoy. I didn't know if i should've put this song first or the one before but whatever im gonna keep it like this.

8.Tool-Sober

Im pretty sure i don't have this song on my other playlists but if i do shhh. I just love this song so much and this album is like SO GOOD. Tool i one of those great bands that even if they're well known i feel like more people should give them a chance because so much of their stuff is incredibly good.

9.Leæther Strip-Stap Me Down

Oh you know me, a goth vampire who like clubbing at heart. I can't resist me some industrial music i can dance to.

10.Black Dresses-IN MY MOUTH

Guys, this is such a good song i love LOUD NOISES AND SEXY VOCALS. Also i understand the sentiment of the song, so i really enjoy listening to this song. Please check them out if you like this song because they're amazing.

june 2024

1.Franz Ferdinard-Michael

The way i love this song, everytime i lisen to it is like i get possesed with the spirit of a sexy twink in a club dancing to this song. I never get tired of it. HAPPY PRIDE IF U R READING THIS!!!!

2.Lesley Gore-Cry Me A River

Lesley gore, i love you so much, you're the greatest. This song specifically is one of my fav songs ever. It makes me feel a certain way and somehow makes me nostalgic.

3.Suede-Trash

I also love this song so incredibly much, i love the lyrics a lot and i put it in a playlist to my best friend once, so i feel like that also weights into my love for the song, I LOVE U BESTIE IF U R READING THIS.

4.Bo Burnham-Bezos II

Listen, i was so into the songs from Inside and i wanted to like documented here lol.

5.Fee Lion-Blood Sisters

They could never make me hate you darkwave music. I love dancing to this song alone in my room, preferably drunk but sober is also really fun.

6.Gravity Kills-Guilty

Found this song while looking some songs for a playlist i was making and is GREAT! and also everytime i listen to it it reminds me of the characters the playlist i made is based on and feel like life is good shgadahgs.

7.Tragic Black-Surreal Catharsis

GREAT SONG, i should check out this band more... but anyways this song is really good, i felt like sharing it with you guys.

8.Bloody Dead And Sexy-Bloody Rose

LOVE the voice of the singer so much, im kinda jealous /hj. I enjoy this song a lot, very gothy, rock-y and the voice is truly my favourite type of voices.

9.Powerman 5000-When Worlds Collide

Well, what can i say, im a sucker for nu metal.

10.Alien Sex Fiend-I Walk The Line

Classic goth band, classic goth banger. I really enjoy this song and once again im speaking into existence that i should listen to them more lol.

may 2024

1.H is Orange-The Propeller Plane Crash

Imma be honest, i chose this song because is in the movie May (2002) and thought it would be funny to start the playlist with this, anyways, watch May!! is such a great movie!!!

2.The Chameleons-In Shreds

Oh, i really like this song, it kinda feels like 3 years ago (in a good way). Not much to say, except, i should listen to the chameleons way more.

3.Queen-Keep Yourself Alive

Listen, i forgot i put a queen song in last month's playlist BUT LISTEN TO THIS!! IT'S SO FUCKING GOOD!! Im a huge queen fan and i personally have the first two queen albums as favourites, like, they were AMAZING from the begining it's crazy, also love the lyrics of this song, so so so good. Oh and my fav part of the whole song is the "Do you think you're better every day? No, I just think I'm two steps nearer to my grave" GRRRAAHHH

4.45 Grave-Partytime

This is a very sad song lirically so like, trigger warning if you do wanna listen to the whole thing and read the lyrics. However this is such a good song, 45 grave is a really good band. I think by now i should mentioned that this is such a random playlist bc it gets dark-ish and then suddenlly i put a 70s song that doesn't sound dark at all, also this song that's very "party-like" if you ignore the lyrics.

5.Christian Death-Deathwish

Love love love!! this song, rozz's voice is so charming, one of my fav to listen to. This might be one of my fav songs from them.

6.The Prodigy-Firestarter

Told ya it was a pretty random playlist. I couldn't hold myself back from putting this song in here, it's a song i never get tired of listening to, i also think i should listen to WAY more prodigy. They're absolutely great.

7.Suzi Quatro-Your Mama Won't Like Me

Is my playlist and i put whatever i want hehe!! Im such a huge fan of the lyrics of this song!!! Suzi Quatro the queen you are...

8.Vision Video-Comfort in the Grave

The first vision video song i heard!! If you like this vibes go check out more of what they do, they're great and even if people do like their stuff i feel like they're underappreciated.

9.Lorna Shore-To the Hellfire

Now, if you are a metalhead, you probably know this song and yes, it's great. If you are not a metalhead i beg you to listen to the whole thing because is INCREDIBLE. Will's vocal techniches are OUT OF THIS WORLD, i would die to have his vocals chords, im not kidding.

10.Lemon Demon-Cabinet Man

Something about me: i love a fun tune. Lemon demon gives me these specific vibes i cannot put into words but i love it, this song i the first i heard and i was enchanted by the lyrics, SO FUN!!! I also wanna mention that putting this song right after lorna shore had me giggling gjhsgjka.

april 2024

1.Kate Bush-Wuthering Heights

I chose this song as the first one because i LOVE IT. I first listened to it when i saw Noel Fielding dancing to it, changed my life a little /hj. I since have been listening to Kate's songs, she's such an incredibly talented woman, IT'S CRAZY.

2.Tears For Fears-Shout

I also decided on this one because it brings me so much nostalgia, it used to play on the radio when i was a child and i still listen to it a lot. This band is SO good, if you like this you should check out more of their stuff fr.

3.Bananarama-Venus

Oh this one i don't even remember how i came across it, i think i was listening to the original and found this cover and oh well, i love it so much. I dance to it everytime it comes on the 80s mtv channel hehe

4.Kittie-Charlotte

BOO!! i wasn't gonna put this here but i was also listening to this at the time and i said "actually this would be such a fire playlist with this song" here it is, i enjoy kittie's songs, i gotta listen to them more tho.

5.David Bowie-Heroes

Yes, pretty cliche, but this song really got me through a lot and everytime i hear it my heart beats a little bit faster in excitement and adoration. This song is very dear to my heart, as well as Bowie is. I was in the peak of my bowie and queen era here, so the next playlist might also have some bowie and queen ♡

6.Slade-Cuz I Luv You

I first heard this song in one of my fav movies (Velvet Goldmine, if u wanna know more go to the fav movies section in "media!!") if i hear it out of the context of it i go CRAZY. I love this movie a lot and im a HUGE fan of glam rock everything, this song is REALLY good, listening to it brings me back to teen me being obsessed with 70s glam, i love u teen me.

7.Queen-Fat Bottomed Girls

This is so real of them and also i love queen so much and i also love women and also RRRAAAHHH THIS SONG IS SO GOOD

8.Fiction Factory-(Feels like) Heaven

Another really good song i just happen to stumble on to. It might've been from the 80s channel, i don't know. I love it so much, it gives me really good vibes, like on a night trip somewhere.

9.Miss Cherry Delight-Cherry Blood

This song i just wanted people to hear it because it's GREAT. If you like my blog and stuff like this you might really like this song/artist. Their live shows are AMAZING, wish i could go to one, sighs in i live in south america.

10.Sweet-Fox on the Run

Oh yes baby, turn the glam up!!! Ending the playlist with a banger. I love Sweet's music so much, like, cmon it's great. Im dancing while writing this fr.

march 2024

1.DADAROMA-oboreru sakana

I wanted to start this by saying that i accidently deteled what i wrote the first time so im writing everything again lol. The other thing is that this song is really good, im slightly into visual kei, there's so much great stuff in there, this song is one of my fav.

2.CHUNG HA-Stay Tonight

OH? WHAT'S THIS?? the best song ever man!! God i lover chung ha so much and she slays every single time AND Y'ALL SHOULD CHECK HER OUT. She's an incredibly talent woman, she can do everything and so well. After evrything she still thrives, if you liked this u might wanna check her new release.

3.DIR EN GRAY-OBSCURE

Yes, another metal song hehe. I absolutely love this song and how crazy and cool the mv is, TRIGGER WARNING tho, look into what is shown in the mv if you wanna check it out. Anyways, i truly admire Kyo's talent for singing, this song is one of those that show what he's capable of doing, truly incredible and beautiful.

4.SECHSKIES-Com' Back

Oh 90s kpop, mt beautiful love, i miss you. Are y'all ot gonna tell me this is like one of the most 90s sounding songs ever?? It's like they encapsulated 1999 in a song. I don't know the group very well or anything but damn do i love this song.

5.Madmans Espirit-Ssibal

Yes, korean metal. I love this song so much and Kyuho is such an amazing singer, truly shows the emotions he's trying to express. Also yes, i did found this band through my visual kei era hehe.

6.CIX-Jungle

This is for the bitches that like religious imagery but not religion, shout out to you. No but fr, i absolutely love this song so much, it flows so beautifully and the choreo is SO impressive. Like the concept for this album was literally the Divine Comedy, i love them so much. The lyrics are about the "fierceness of competition and how one can become entangled in it just like one can become tangled up in a forest." GGGRAAAHH I LOVE THIS SONG

7.MEJIBRAY-Sabato

NO BC I WAS OBSESSED WITH MEJIBRAY. But anyways, this song is super good, i love it so much, it's strong and fun and i love his singing voice so much.

8.EZUZ-Booty Maketh Man

I genuinely put this here bc i thought the sudden "BOOTY" was funny however i actively listen to their stuff and they're GREAT! Very funny and very talented, they do everything fr and also, let's be honest, who doesn't like a little bit of ass?

9.NCT 127-MAD DOG

GUYSSS, this song is SO GOOD, like, to me at least, i love it so much is like, it really makes me stop whatever im doing to vibe to it, if you don't like this type of stuff is understandable but like god, i love this song.

10.The Bangles-Walk Like an Egyptian

Yes, this truly is a whiplash playlist huh sgagha. I wanted to leave a little taste of the next playlist oh and also i love this song and when i wastched jjba and this popped out i SCREAMED lol

february 2024

1.HYUKOH-Reserved Seat

This one guided the theme for this playlist, is chill rap and krnb vibes, is just that these are SUCH good songs and i feel more people should listen to these and give krnb a chance. I used to listen to this a lot in 2019 (i was going through it) and feels kinda nostalgic but in a good way.

2.Bang Yongguk-Journey

I LOVE HIM!!! I really really admire this guy as a person and im so proud to see how much he went through yet still keeps going. This was his first album as a solo artist and i went insane AND BOUGHT IT!!! It's truly beautiful, full of his scribbles and doodles, looks like a diary. I decided to put this one song here because i didn't wanted the mood of the playlist to be sad but my fav song from this album is Hikikomori, please f you can, watch the mv on youtube, beautiful and strong.

3.DEAN-Bonnie and Clyde

GUYYYSSS, im such a HUGE fan of this man's music and voice, he has an incredible talent for anything he does, truly amazing. This is one of those more upbeat songs he has but i didn't want to put like 400 of his songs in this playlist, trying to keep one theme for each playlist hehe.

4.Zico ft. Gsoul-ANTI

Ok, if you heard last month's playlist you will know im in love with kpop group Block B, Zico is the rapper in that group and has a solo career. THIS SONG is so good, is on the pov of a hater and is made in a way that makes you, the listener, see how absurd and idiotic it is to hate on a artist to an extreme, by putting himself in that position, instead of just saying smthg like "haters suck". Very cool and edgy sound, IS SO GOOD!!!

5.BIBI-Binu

DO YOU HEAR HER VOICE??? is sooo good, i used to be like obsessed with her in 2019, her way of rapping and singing is very very nice and not like other girls i heard doing rap, i feel like bibi really found her voice from the beggining.

6.DPR LIVE-Text Me

Oh people, the way i love this song so much, i heard it and go insane, it has such a realy nice flow to it, his voice is like super recognizible, the whole DPR crew is super fucking talented, blows me away. Check DPR LIVE's Martini Blue, also really good song.

7.pH-1-Homebody

OH I WAS OBSESSED with this song, another artist i could recognize in any song ever, super nice chill khh song, this feels like so golden hour coffe and home-made cookies to me.

8.Colde-I fxxking love you

I enjoy Colde's vibe a lot, he has a great voice and i love the use of guitar in this song. In 2019 and 2020 i was really in my krnb moment tbh i miss it a little, im concentrated in other vibe right now. Im gonna come back to it tho, these artist are way too good not to listen to again.

9.GIRIBOY-Hogu

AAAAA I LOVE LOVE LOVE THIS SONG SO MUCH, i used to listen to it so much, i did like two drawing using this song as inspo and i used to daydream to it super often. The sound is really nice and cute, THE LYRICS ARE LIKE SO GREAT, i mean, i love the way he talk about this, idk, i used to put the mv (which is also super cool) and just sit there and read lyrics in english over and over again.

10.Dvwn-Last

His voice is insanely beautiful, i just added this song before writing the track by track and when i pressed play i closed my eyes and sighed because WOW, what an insane talent, the runs in this song PLEASE!!! Anyways, im gonna try to make next month's playlist more upbeat ♡

january 2024

1.A.C.E-Cactus

Starting this playlist strong. This is LITERALLY the song and group that got me into kpop and i still think this is one of the best kpop sogs i have EVER heard, i truly love a.c.e, i hope u can check more of their stuff, they're not a big group so yeah. Love my boys tho, mwuak!!!

2.NCT 127-Fire Truck

GUYS, old NCT was sooooo good, like, i still go insane when i listen to it, the vocals?! slay. The fucking mv being so cool and unique, the way they are dressed is SO fun and i love it, where's the fun in kpop now? im BORED!!

3.Priest-Virus

YEAH!! some darkwave!! i love this song so much, i think is SO well done, the vocals, the concept of the band, is just so good. Also look at 17 year old me getting into darkwave hehe.

4.Block B-NALINA

NOW LISTEN TO THIS AND TELL ME IT ISN'T ONE OF THE BEST SONGS EVER/hj I love block b with my life and this song is like so good man what else can i say, it's so of it's time and it's so fun and te choreo kinda rocks. AND LIKE, mafia concept?! they know how to have fun.

5.Ghost-Cirice

Yes, everyone and their mother knows this song but i kinda wanted to prove i've been listening to ghost since like 2017 (?). Great band tho, they are super talented.

6.NCT U-The 7th sense

Now, i NEED to talk about this song, not only is super super well done, it sounds amazing and the vocals and rap are on point, but also the lyrics, MAN, read the lyrics im begging. One of my fav lines is "Inside the esoteric, irregular reality/There's a story that has been deeply hidden" LIKE HELLO?! Where did this nct go man, i miss these deep ass songs...

7.Block B-Nillili Mambo

THIS IS MY FAV BLOCK B SONG LET ME PUT IT HERE I LOVE THEM, I LOVE THIS CONCEPT, THEY'RE SO PIRATES TO ME, YEAAHHH LET'S STEAL DIAMONDS AND BET MONEY AND BE FUN!!!!!!!!

8.Bauhaus-Ziggy Stardust

BAM, im hitting you with the bauhaus cover of ziggy stardust by david bowie, not only because i was listening to this in the middle of all the kpop but also i think this was SO made for me, goth and glam for the win!!

9.Crush, Zico-Cereal

This song makes me super nostalgic, it brings me back to that year and even if it wasn't the best year, tha music was so good man. I really like korean rnb, i used to listen to this song on repeat non stop, the video is also pretty cool, chill vibes.

10.Triple H-365 FRESH

This is the bisexual dreams guys, triple h is a group with the sexiest people alive ever and OH GOD the greatest mv ever, super fun and also a little dark and man, do you hear this?? An absolute banger!!

december 2023

1.Misfits-Dig Up Her Bones

Coming in with some misfits bc i used to be obsessed with thi song and horror punk is my fav subgenre of punk tbh

2.Against Me!-Paralytic States

Oh, against me, the band that came to me at the right time in my life, i had recently realized i was trans and hey!! a punk band with a queer trans woman as a singer?? i was so stoked, i love them and i love Laura Jane Grace so much. She recently got engaged so this is me congratulating her in a blog she will NEVER see ♡

3.Highly Suspect-Claudeland

I almost didn't put this here but i wanted something a little different than my usual boring very famous very old very queer music and also i thought my friend could like it.

4.Pansy Division-That's So Gay

And here is the classic queer punk hehe, the first pansy division song i've heard and i stil listen to it every now and then, i feel every queer should listen to this band at least once in their life.

5.The Human League-Don't You Want Me

Of course, a classic 80s song but i think it reflects how long i've been listening to this shit man, like, what is a 16 year old doing listening to the human league, i should've been at the club fr

6.Alaska y Dinarama-Rey del Glam

Omg?? a song in spanish?? yes, to be fair, is very rare for me to listen to music in my own language but that doesn't mean it's not good man, i love this song and this band. This song is so me coded, in my mind im the king of glam listening to bowie wearing leather and big ass shoes nd glitter on my face, so yeah.

7.Buzzcocks-Ever Fallen in Love

Another classis my friends, i just really like this song and it makes me nostalgic for some reason, 16 year old me was cool enough.

8.Gay For Johnny Depp-Belief in God Is so Adorable

OH BROTHER, everytime this song comes up on shuffle i feel the gay edgy spirit posses me, it's soooo good. Also mainly in this playlist bc i want my friend to hear it (he didn't like my october playlist that much, fair tbh).

9.The Cramps-Like a Bad Girl Should

This is the cramps, im pretty sure i have nothing to say, you know how good they are. I got SUPER obsessed with them when i was like 17 and still nothing compares to them ♡. This song makes me feel things, Lux and Ivy are sooo goals omg.

10.Paralisis Permanente-Vamos a jugar

Yep, amazing, another song in spanish, don't expect another one in a long time, im sorry. But this is a good song, i like this band, i decided to put this song instead of their most well known one bc why not? Sexy goth song to end this playlist hehe.

november 2023

1.Lady Gaga-Americano

Im reminding u guys, this monthly playlists are for my friend that wanted to know more about my music taste, so i HAD to put a Lady Gaga song and specifically this one, because is iconic and i used to be obssesed with this album, i was for real a huge fan, i love her. She kinda changed the course of my life at 11, i was like WOAH i can be like ?? weird ??, however i was always plagued by what others would say. Anyways, i think she would kinda be proud of how weird i am now.

2.Blur-Girls & Boys

Obligatory britpop song from when i was a child and heard something cool on the radio that later found out what it was as a grown up. Also i love being bisexual!! and brit pop!!

3.Lunachicks-Mr Lady

My friend is a punk so, now and then i wanna throw some punk he might not know hehe. I first heard this song when i was 16 and questioning my gender, it was so cool to hear a bunch of people talk about being trans or even just being androgynous, i was a queer/queercoded songs hoarder (still am tbh).

4.Lou Reed-Walk On the Wild Side

Talking about queer songs hoarder!! i absolutely love this album sososo much, is incredibly dear to my heart, i chose one of the most known songs bc i think my friend has never heard it, or even heard of lou reed and i think everyone should listen to this album at least once in their life. The sheer creativity that lou reed exudes to me, it inspires me and it makes me feel that making art is always worth it.

5.David Bowie-Rebel Rebel

OBLIGATORY BOWIE SONG!!!! im a huge huge bowie fan, he literally got me through the quarantine, oh my god, i would die for this man fr, saved my life. Anyways, this is one of the first songs of him i've ever heard and BRO was i flabberasted, this is exactly what i wanted to be at 16, i wanted to be this song, to embody it, i couldn't at the time but i can now, so hold onto ur undies for the tranny fag that owns this site and makes this playlists!!

6.Adam & the Ants-Stand and Deliver

CAN U GUYS TELL I LOVE NEW WAVE?! yes, i think more people should talk about adam ant's music because bro does he makes bangers!! i was so incredibly obsessed with this song, i love it so much!!! it always put me in a good mood. Camp is like my second name so this whole thing is right up my alley, please check the mv for this song and if u can, also check out Prince Charming, it doesn't dissapoint, i promise.

7.Led Zeppelin-Dazed and Confused

Oh my god? dad rock moment! classic rock moment! yes, i had a 70s phase that never went away and i RELIGIOUSLY listened to led zeppelin, think what u want about their music or well, let's not talk abt the members, BUT THIS SONG, rocks my socks off everytime!! i feel like i just got milked by the time this song is over (that was too much, im sorry). No, but i love 70s rock a lot and this song was one of the first zeppelin songs i've listened to, it enchanted me, for real.

8.The Runaways-Rock N Roll

HOW AM I NOT GONNA INCLUDE THE QUEENS OF ROCK!!! im also a huge the runaways fan, at like 17 i cut my hair like joan jett and i just couldn't stop listening to them, yes i also obviously saw the movie (which i love tbh), i still have plans to have a runaways poster in my room, i never have money enough tho.

9.New York Dolls-Chatterbox

YES, more punk that i dont know if my friend has heard. Also a moment in my life where i realized i was SO jealous of these men in makeup and girly gliterry clothes and i didn't understand why, because...im a girl... unless...yep, not a girl, just girly. I still feel like i HAVE to get somewhere in my gender expression that i can feel i would fit in with the new york dolls.

10.T.Rex-Get It On

Oh, so u thought i wasn't gonna end with a CLASSIC glam rock song? well, maybe i should've picked 20th century boy, but i wanted something else, that is kind of a nice close up to this playlist and well, i fucking love this band, glam rock will live forever!!!!!!!!!

october 2023

1.Rammstein-Ich Tu Dir Weh

opening with rammstein bc why not? they were one of the first metal bands i listened to and i absolutely loved it!! they're not a band i listen to a huge ammount but i definetly enjoy them a lot, specially their shows like they're absolutely amazing! i always wanted to see it live.

2.Alien Ant Farm-Smooth Criminal

let me explain!! this cover actually fucking rules!! i enjoy it so much, i heard it while i was snooping around nu-metal songs on youtube a random day tbh (i hadn't heard of AAF before this). But i love me some nu-metal and good fun, so i put it in here ok.

3.Judas Priest-Painkiller

OH HOW I LOVE JUDAS PRIEST GUYS, i went to see them last yeard and they were STILL amazing, i swear, maybe also im biased as hell and have a thing for old men but anyways this song was my introduction to judas priest and till this day every time it comes on i feel myself becoming a medieval warrion on a sexy motorcycle riding on a desert, like it's SO GOOD. Not only the song itself like the guitars here are at their best BUT ALSO rob's voice is INCREDIBLE! the range this man has absolutely blows my mind.

4.Pantera-Cementery Gates

look, i know, ph*l ans*lmo sucks, like, the guys is a WHITE SUPREMACIST, i don't have any merch or anything also i don't even listen to pantera since i found out a lot of years ago, however, thIS SONG BRO! the way is constructed and the purest of vocals before a great performance and like dudes THE SOLO AND THE END ARE MY FAVOURITE PART EVER. Haven't listened to this band in such a long time i forget how good they can be musically, wow, anyways, fuck nazis, they all should die fr.

5.Van Halen-Hot For Teacher

i cannot help myself to some good old glam metal guys cmon!! yes, most of the lyrics of this type of songs suck but i love having a little fun and mischief. Glam metal/hair metal whatever u wanna call it it's like my number one party music (i don't have parties i meant me by myself) and also 80s music is my weakness, van halen is such a musically fun and talented band, like yeahhhhh i feel the social anxiety leaving my body so much when they come on.

6.Black Sabbath-Children of the Grave

how was i gonna do a metal theme playlist WITHOUT black sabbath the kings themselves, please. I love this song sm is great, i have many of their songs i wanted to put here but i just decided i was gonna use this one bc is very good and entretaining also it brings me back to when i was like 15 and got into them.

7. A.N.I.M.A.L-Loco Pro

yayyy some argentinian nu-metal for ur pleasure guys, i heard this song in 2016 when i went to see Korn live!! and lemme tell u i couldn't get it out of my head, apparently this band is huge in my country and i never heard of them because im ALWAYS the last one to know this type of stuff, i have no one around me that listens to metal or even rock so u guys have to imagine that i don't listen to any band from my country which is pretty sad but never really heard anything that called my attention until THIS song, it slayed me fr i was screaming as if i knew the band and everything, great.

8.Sacred Reich-Who's to Blame

as a person that wasn't even allowed to wear black when i was 11 years old and forever criticized for the music i listen to and for the stuff i like by my own family this song has always hit very hard, not gonna ramble that much abt this but metal music came to me when i was having a very hard time being bullied and having body image issues, truy saved my life, i own everything to metal, so yeah, this song goes here for the message mostly but i love the sound of it ofc.

9.Slayer-Richard Hung Himself

i don't have a lot to say abt this song i think it speaks for itself, thought about putting other slayer songs here but didn't really have like something i wanted to put out there with it, this one tho has a strong message and it also sound so good bro, but anyways the thing here guys is, do not commit suicide i swear there's a way out

10.The Stooges-I Wanna Be Your Dog

y'all may be wondering what the fuck is this song doing in a metal playlist? well this one is GREAT to make a transition to next month's playlist AND ALSO i firmly believe iggy pop had something to do with the course of heavy music, most people would say he's one of the godfathers of punk and i AGREE but i also believe there's something so metal about him and this song, so there it is.

september 2023

1.Porta-Voices en mi Interior

Guys, i hope none of u can understand spanish tbh, this song is a little cringe now *cringing emoji*, but let me explain,this song is about bullying and revenge and i don't really wanna give details here but i listened to it SO much when i was like 14 and really going through it...

2.Billy Talent-Nothing To Lose

This is such a sad song!!! please i apologize for all the #emo moments here, wanted to give another view on tiny pre-teen me, very sad and very lonely and watching movies abt suicide and all that. Heard this song in the soundtrack for Suicide Room (2011) and kinda stuck to me, cried a lot to this banger at the time but whatever.

3.Michael Jackson- The Way You Make Me Feel

ON ANOTHER NOTE, i was also into MJ, not balls deep but i had a dvd with his music videos and me and my mother used to watch it all the time. This song is SO GOOD, he has many good songs but when this comes on i can never skip it, it posseses my body and i wanna dance SO BAD.

4.Depeche Mode-Personal Jesus

Yeah yeah the most listened song ever BUT this song is very nostalgic to me, i heard it on the radio all the time when i was a kid, my dad likes 80s music in english and he likes this one as well as some the cute etc. I remember this song so crearly, before i got into alternative music i have heard it on the radio like my whole life. One of those days i decided to just get into depeche mode and yeah, im a huge fan now, i mean cmon, the music video for this one?? i love cowboys im so gay grrrwoofwoof

5.Placebo-Nancy Boy

It changed the course of my life guys...Context i was watching The Mighty Boosh (best show in the world) at the time and i was on youtube looking for videos of Vince Noir and found one with this song...THE LYRICS?? BRIAN MOLKO'S VOICE??? i was enchanted and i got into placebo, god do i love this band so much, i plan on gettin a tattoo with the name of this song maybe next year. Anyways at this point of me gettin into Placebo and watching TMB i realized i was trans and i envied Brian Molko and Noel Fielding SO BAD. So yeah big moment for me.

6.Korn-Blind

Yeahhhh, ofc i was gonna put some korn here!! My absolute love, this song never loses it's effect, actually, jon davis, i never feel ready for how good this song is, it gets me on the mood to jump around and mosh everytime. AND ONCE AGAIN, lyrics on metal ARE SO GOOD. I love korn so much, she's like my wife and we got married so long ago yet the love never fizzles out.

7.Tim Minchin-Not Perfect

Crying moment!! I love tim and i love this fucking song, i sob EVERY SINGLE TIME! I was just binging videos of his performances on youtube a very late night when i was 16 and, bam, i was ABSOLUTELY WRECKED by how beautiful and sappy and true the lyrics are, his voice is amazing and it breaks my heart. When he gets to the bit about his body and his brain OH GOD IM TEARING UP WRITING THIS!!

8.Soda Stereo-Cuando Pase El Temblor

Argentina moment!!! It's nostalgia again, i've listened to this song as a kid on the radio somewhere and liked it, years later i learned they're like "argentinian the cure" and i SO see that, u guys have to watch the music video to get it even more. But anyways, the absolute talent!! Cerati had dudes, amazing fr, i don't think we can never get someone like him again.

9.Nine Inch Nails-Hurt

Yes, indeed, emo moment again where i tell u i cried to this song so much. You guys cannot tell me this isn't one of the best songs in the world tho, incredibly relateable and beautiful and painful, trent reznor the mind u have!!! I've been listening to NIN for a long time but only last year i started becoming a fan, fuck i love this band GODDAMN IT.

10.Muse-Madness

This song is here solely for the fact that i used to listen to this song on mtv when the song came out aka when i was 11/12, i loved mtv and used to watch it a lot as a kid, im ngl there were so may bangers in 2012 and before that, kinda miss siting down to watch mtv on the tvto discover new songs. I do that with mtv 80s tho, i love it, i turn it on every morning (and by morning i mean 2pm) and just chilling while getting out of my pjs and answering texts.

august 2023

1.Slipknot-Left Behind

So, to start my first playlist i chose to put this song bc it's the first metal song i ever remember listening and really bringing me to the metal world, been listening to slipknot since 2011/12 and it truly makes me tear up when this song comes on shuffle.

2.Motionless In White-Immaculate Misconception

This one also holds a simmilar feeling, been a fan of MIW since i was 12 and the lyrics of this song truly hit me like a slap, it spoke to me bc i have never been fond of religion and people around me who were really into it always seemed so...off to me, their actions against their words and what they picked and chose from the bible, anyways, 12 year old me gave up on religion and never looked back.

3.Suicide Silence-You Only Live Once

I used to play this song on guitar flash SO MUCH while not listening to the lyrics until one day i decided to do it...GUYS, teen me was amazed once again at how incredible of a message metal songs had. Every time i thought on giving it all up i listened to this song, to remind me that life is a fleeting thing and i should enjoy every second of it.

4.Deftones-Sextape

Well, this one is bc is the first deftones song i came across and it rock my socks off like OHMYGOD, deftones never fails to make the most beautiful music ever, it reminds me of a brief moment when i was 14 and things seemed a little less bleak for once in my little life.

5.The Runaways-Cherry Bomb

This song is more from when i was like 15/16 and i got into 70s music, glam mostly but oh was i in love with the runaways dudes, i saw the movie too and also got into joan jett. My girls ♡, i truly love this band.

6.Murderdolls-Dead In Hollywood

ALSO got into murderdolls around that age, when i found out joey jordison was in it, heard this song and said FUCK I LOVE THIS, started to listen to them from that point on. Can i also mention how this song is so cool mentioning so many horror movies and characters grraahhh I LOVE HORROR!!!

7.The Damned-Shut It

I have no idea how old i was when i started listening to goth music but im pretty sure i was 13. This band was one of them, along with the cure and sisters of mercy etc but for some reason the damned has always stuck to me, i saw a pic of dave vanian and i had the BIGGEST gender envy ever, he's such an inspo for me.

8.White Zombie-Thunder Kiss '65

THIS NEVER GETS OLD!! i have listened to this song at least once a year since i was a teen bro, i cannot stop, the vibes of the music video?? splendid truly. Got into rob zombie and white zombie as a teen, i think bc someone from a band i followed was into them and mentioned it and i OFC went to listen and yeah, i loved it.

9.Specimen-Kiss Kiss Bang Bang

Ahh yeah, the good old goth essential. So i started getting into the WHOLE goth subculture at 13 (10 years ago WOW) and obviously had to get into the staples of goth music, i use to spend so much time on youtube watching It's Black Friday and other goth youtubers talking abt the subculture and doing makeup tutorials and other stuff. I dreamed of the day i could dress/look tradgoth (good news little me, i did it).

10.System of a Down-She's Like Heroin

This is such a weird song to put here shagshha, i wanted to show a soad song people usually don't mention AND this song is one of my fav in terms of how it sounds, THEIR VOICES AND THE LYRICS AND LIKE, it's so fun and i enjoy it so deeply. Someone said soad is ADHD music and i agree, it truly scratches my brain in a way!! so good bro.