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This is the place where i just dump a bunch of random throughts and talk about my day or just a topic in general. Be warned! im gonna be mentioning things like self-harm and probably some sad stuff, not in full detail but it will be there so look out for the tw before reading an entry, oh and im not a native english speaker, so yeah, don't judge me too hard.Otherwise, you can enjoy being inside my brain.
So... happy new year lol. Im gonna go a little chonological on this entry bc is a lot.
First, remember in my last entry i talked about how i went out clubbing for my bday and was still recuperating a week later? turns out i was anemic and didn't know..... so i had to go to doctors and shit because i was feeling super weak and almost passed out twice, im okay now tho, finally went back to normal!!
Then i wanna mention that atually my cousin prepared a little goodbye celebration for me before moving away. He's the sort of guy who like wants to be super nice and cool, he wants you to like him and always seems charming to people, you know, we get along well because he is gay and im the only other queer in the family, the point is, he was in charge of decorating and he decided to buy mlp balloons (i have never in my life watched an episode) so the vibes were so off, he also gifted me gold earrings (i have never in my life worn gold jewerly), other stuff happened but whatever. It was just an overall reminder of why i was moving to another continent.
Since my last update was on august i can tell you guys better stuff!! I was non-binary bride of frankenstein for halloween!! i also dressed up in a shitty herbert west cosplay to go out and walk around the neighborhood since there was a little event!! it was fun!!
Then even better stuff comes because i started packing to move away!! I watched Frankenstein (2025) a day before leaving and did my nails inspired by the movie (yes, im suddenly into doing my nails), you'll probably be hearing my opinions on the movie at some point but i think it was the perfect movie to watch before leaving my parents house (hopefully) for good! Im kinda gonna go into detail on my traveling because this is my blog and i can do whatever i want!!!!
So, first of all, i had travelled to Spain before to visit my bestie who had moved away but, this time i was flying to stay there, i have never been so excited tbh, i wanted soooo incredibly bad to move, it was my dream since i was a teen, i thought ''if i don't kms before 18, i have to move out''. Well, im 25 and finally got out of there!! The flight was great, i watched 300 movies and had some star trek episodes as well because i love it so much!!! I got to spain and the hardest thing was carrying the haviest three suitcases in the world while anemic. Anyways, after hours and hours and hours i finally got to bestie's apartment, aka my home for a few months!!! I could go on and on and on but im gonna resume it on this: moving from argentina to spain and very far away from any form of family, specifically my parents has been the best decision i have ever taken in my entire life. Im so incredibly grateful to have a best friend who loves me so much to live with me and to help me through everything, i don't even remember what it was like to have your day ruined in a second anymore, it's just company and the cozy feeling of finally being HOME. Adulthood is hard and stressful and i have huge amounts of anxiety but everything is possible!!! i can have control over my own life!!! i can finally breathe!!!!!!!
Anyways, i can talk about how living with bestie has been, but i'll do it some other day. For now i just want to thank you if you read this all the way through and if you are new to following, thank you so much!!!! hopefully i can be more active even if im looking for a job and very busy with house stuff!!! LOVE YAAAA!!!!!
Hi everyone!! A lot of months have passed but nothing crazy has happened, i guess.
I did a super cool photoshoot that i haven't used for anything yet. Got obssesed with Jesus Christ Superstar, i watch it every easter just for fun but this year was like OH I LOVE THIS MUSICAL ACTUALLY, so i was super into it, then, as well as anyone i got into Conclave right before the real conclave happened. It was fun, im not religious in any way whatsoever but im very interested in the whole story and demonology and all that. June was really fun, i watched more than one queer movie a day (my little tradition) i got an Elvira shirt!! and watched a couple of queer shows as well.
Then the new Always Sunny season hit, my first time watching a sunny season live, i was so incredibly excited, this was such a GREAT season too i can't believe it!! I also started Twin Peaks, im currently in the middle of season 02, loving it!! Now is August, i had my little sunny theme bday, on the 13th my bestie came, we got drunk, watched the new sunny ep and then talked a bunch, i had so much fun, i had made a bunch of decorations for it. Then on the weekend i had a bday dinner with family, yes, sunny themed as well, even with a cake (i don't usually like cake)!! I went to the 80s club after that and it was all so fun. Im still recuperating lol.
Overall it was a really nice birthday, i don't usually have this much fun or decorations, but since i will be moving soon, this was like a little goodbye party. Hopefully i get to move out soon, still waiting on the exact date, let's all cross our fingers for me!!
As for the blog, i hope i can keep up a little bit more, i miss it. A week before my bday my mother had to travel for another bday lol, so i ws very busy and then my bday week was busy as well. Now im relaxing a bit more but i have to continue with planning for the move and all that. I love neoticites and i love my site so i hope i can be more active, there's still SO much i wana do!
Thank you for reading if you did! and i hope you have a great day and week!! < 3
Oh, hello! It's been an incredible long time since i wrote here, i have done some updates here and there, fixed some stuff but i haven't directly talked to you. A lot has happened since my last update, like a looooot, i greaved for my cat and i still do, i miss him every day and i carry his picture with me everywhere. I finally got a job (very shitty one), it was a little random, no interview or anything, my bosses are WAY too casual and i get payed very little, but work is work. Talking about money... guys im potentially moving out, FINALLY, so any cash i can get even if little works, i gotta continue my shitty job until i leave. I will update details on the move once i am sure of everything, for now, hard work and preparations.
I should show off my cool halloween costume from last year, but this update is more of a quick one. I got into Star Trek on november and it TOOK OVER my life, im still deep into the hyperfixation trenches, i love those space queers so much. I got into a discord server for the first time ever, i was so scared lmao but it has been so incredibly wonderful, the star trek server im in really feels like family, i made friends and mutuals, i talk to very talented people and we all have so much fun. It feels so weird to talk to new people, the last time i did it was probably before the pandemic hit....lmao. So now im talking to more people, going to my job, watching Star Trek TNG and doing some random things like diy. It has been a pretty uneventful couple of months (which im honestly greatful for) and i wanna get back to be indulgent on here, talk about my stuff and my taste and whatnot.
I have been working on more OCs, maybe one day i'll let y'all see them, for now, they're my own little thing. I have also come to a conclusion on how i can be creative on a REAL stage, for now it's just a small dream, but maybe in the future i'll talk about it.
Thank you for reading this, if you did and hope you have a great and awesome week!