Greetings! please, get comfortable.

This is the place where i just dump a bunch of random throughts and talk about my day or just a topic in general. Be warned! im gonna be mentioning things like self-harm and probably some sad stuff, not in full detail but it will be there so look out for the tw before reading an entry, oh and im not a native english speaker, so yeah, don't judge me too hard.Otherwise, you can enjoy being inside my brain.

14/03/25 It's been a long long time...
listening to: Billy Joel - Zanzibar
Mood: ok but with a headache
Time: 9:15pm

Oh, hello! It's been an incredible long time since i wrote here, i have done some updates here and there, fixed some stuff but i haven't directly talked to you. A lot has happened since my last update, like a looooot, i greaved for my cat and i still do, i miss him every day and i carry his picture with me everywhere. I finally got a job (very shitty one), it was a little random, no interview or anything, my bosses are WAY too casual and i get payed very little, but work is work. Talking about money... guys im potentially moving out, FINALLY, so any cash i can get even if little works, i gotta continue my shitty job until i leave. I will update details on the move once i am sure of everything, for now, hard work and preparations.

I should show off my cool halloween costume from last year, but this update is more of a quick one. I got into Star Trek on november and it TOOK OVER my life, im still deep into the hyperfixation trenches, i love those space queers so much. I got into a discord server for the first time ever, i was so scared lmao but it has been so incredibly wonderful, the star trek server im in really feels like family, i made friends and mutuals, i talk to very talented people and we all have so much fun. It feels so weird to talk to new people, the last time i did it was probably before the pandemic hit....lmao. So now im talking to more people, going to my job, watching Star Trek TNG and doing some random things like diy. It has been a pretty uneventful couple of months (which im honestly greatful for) and i wanna get back to be indulgent on here, talk about my stuff and my taste and whatnot.

I have been working on more OCs, maybe one day i'll let y'all see them, for now, they're my own little thing. I have also come to a conclusion on how i can be creative on a REAL stage, for now it's just a small dream, but maybe in the future i'll talk about it.

Thank you for reading this, if you did and hope you have a great and awesome week!